Well it's been long since I wrote a journal, I see. Though time passes so quickly. On the other hand, this week it seems to have stopped, almost. Last friday my love went on winter sports to France, and he'll be back this sunday. I miss him very much, and besides I got sick on the day he left, so that wasn't a really proper good bye. I´m feeling better now, but still nauseous some moments, mostly because of a lot of stress with my work and such. And for my dear isn't there to confort me when I come home, it's really hard.
On the other hand, my new werk at the hotel is really nice and I do enjoy it, but it is still all so new and difficult and tomorow allready (after nearly two weeks) I have to it all by myself.
I'm looking forward to tomorow because my work gives me something to do, but it also makes me nervous and makes me miss my love even more.

I am afraid this will be a short journal, but I just had to write some stuff down.
Ow, one thing more, I'm thinking about starting to be creative again; I want to make jewels (especially necklaces) with self made beads and I also want to make puppets, have wanted that for a long time, but never had the stuff to do it (sewing machine and such). But now I have my mom her sewing machine and I can start. Just thought of it this afternoon, and it'll give me something to do, at least till sunday.

hugs and such